This is a particularly explicit podcast. Be warned

Direct download: 682_The_Cats_Meow.mp3
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I talk about my holiday plans. I talk about recent events.

Direct download: 681_Santa_Never_Stops_At_My_House.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:32pm CST

A personal look at trying to solve my financial difficulties. 

Direct download: 680_Chapter_7.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:15pm CST

Talking about how my life is going and how I hope for things return to normal after Remy moves out.

Direct download: 679_Someday_when_things_return_to_normal.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:21pm CST

Direct download: 678_To_Tell_The_Truth.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:08pm CST

Nothing good came from the Thanksgiving holiday. Maybe it will get better.

Direct download: 677_Whats_good_about_it_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:48pm CST

It's been really awkward being around my roommate lately. He barely acknowledges me; its like I'm invisible. 

Direct download: 676_Awkward.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:11pm CST

I talk about my visit to the doctor

Direct download: 675_A_visit_to_the_doctors.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:30pm CST

This is a podcast I recorded back in 2007. I get really personal in this one. Hope you enjoy this trip down memory lane.

Direct download: 173_The_little_boy_inside.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:17pm CST

I talk about the Obama victory and laugh at the cry baby Republicans. They're such sore losers.

Direct download: 674_Sore_Losers.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:34am CST

My disfunctional family.

Direct download: 673_Disfunctional.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:13pm CST

The reasons why we aren't normal

Direct download: 672_Not_Normal.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:41pm CST

The way you make me feel

Direct download: 671_Abandoned.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:17pm CST

I'm beginning to think most who follow me are gawkers.

Direct download: 670_Gawker.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:27pm CST

Direct download: 669_Help_me_if_you_can.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:18am CST

My life is slowly coming unglued

Direct download: 668_Screwed.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:22pm CST

The title of this podcast speaks for itself.

Direct download: 667_Romney_is_a_privileged_character.mp3
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I talk about the demons that exist within me

Direct download: 666_Demons_Inside.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:38am CST

I recall some silly things from my childhood

Direct download: 665_Black_Pontiac.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:56pm CST

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone because I've nothing to offer anyone. That my time is just about done here. 

Direct download: 664_Three_Strikes.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:14pm CST

I talk about I bad experience I had on the way down to Phenix City this morning.

Direct download: 663_The_Morning_Rover_Got_Run_Over.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:58pm CST

The drama continues with my roommate Remy.

Direct download: 662_The_Real_Gays_of_Pelham.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:40pm CST

I talk about the Mormon belief in more than one god and their belief that humans can become gods and rule over other worlds.

Direct download: 661_The_Mormon_Gods.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:30pm CST

Walking the floor while I'm talking to you

Direct download: 660_Walkie_Talkie.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:38pm CST

I take you down to Phenix City. I talk, you listen. That's the way it must be.

Direct download: 659_Let_Me_Take_You_On_A_Trip.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:53am CST

Trying to coexist within a divided world.

Direct download: 658_The_Human_Equation.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:38pm CST

Direct download: 657.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:17pm CST

There are things we can change about ourselves and there are things we cannot change. 

Direct download: 656_Loving_Yourself.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:22pm CST

I talk about a number of things in this podcast, sex, politics, religion.

Direct download: 655_Rumination.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 8:02am CST

I talk about how I've been doing lately and about my webcam. I talk about about guys with gay tendencies.

Direct download: 654_Gay_Tendencies.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:16pm CST

I talk about my visit to the HIV Clinic

Direct download: 653_Checkup.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 7:03pm CST

I talk about my new webcam with a view inside my townhouse.

Direct download: 652_The_View_Inside.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:54pm CST

Direct download: 651_Brand_New_Me_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:02pm CST

I talk about the drama that has been going on lately.

Direct download: 650_Roomie.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:43pm CST

Why you can't get somethig for nothing. 

Direct download: 649_Something_for_nothing.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:55am CST

I talk about an email I received from my ex-boyfriend, Matt and why I felt I had to let him go so many years ago. I wonder if I did the right thing then. I guess it really does not matter now. 

Direct download: 648_Good_for_nothing.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:12pm CST

I record a podcast from inside my car in Opelika, Alabama. Mic: Zoom H2; Mixer: Mackie DFX6: Mixdown: Garageband. Total running time 44 minutes 25 seconds.

Direct download: 647_Car_Talk.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:43pm CST

I talk about the new roommate; and about my wearing pink panties and the pink pany poll results. 

Direct download: 646_Pink_Panties.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:53pm CST

Exploring gay sex roles. Dominant versus submissive. Dominant guys do not ask permission. They take what they want.

Direct download: 645_Dominant_Sex_Roles.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:37pm CST

The way I think. My thoughts about the end of life.

Direct download: 644_Crazy.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:14pm CST

I talk about my trip home and something unexpected I learned from that trip.

Direct download: 643_It_could_be_worse.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:36pm CST

I try to explain how I'm feeling and still have a little hope that things will get better

Direct download: 642_Maybe_things_will_get_better.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:59pm CST

I talk about a conversation I had with Kent in China. We chatted over skype for over 3 hours. I'll offer up clips of that conversation in upcoming podcasts. 

Direct download: 641_In_the_Nick_of_Time.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:35pm CST

I had an interesting conversation with a listener and friend of mine last weekend on skype and I'd like to share a portion of our talk with you today. Antoine is a really nice guy and I hope, one day, we can meet.

Direct download: 640_A_Conversation_with_Antoine.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:56pm CST

I had an interesting encounter with a hitchhiker early this morning.

Direct download: 639_Hitchhiker.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:01pm CST

I bring you up-to-date with my day and then talk about this young cute Gay Latino guy I'm trying to seduce.

Direct download: 638_Gay_Latino.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:16pm CST

I take about an would-be encounter with a guy in Opelika. 

Direct download: 637_For_whom_the_bell_tolls.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 4:10pm CST

I talk about how I've been doing lately and what I've been up to

Direct download: 636_Horny.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:59pm CST

Direct download: 635_The_Truth_Isnt_Out_There.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:55am CST

Direct download: 634_I_am_Truman.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:17pm CST

A gay guy who thinks American Idol winner, Phillip Phillips is sexy.

Direct download: 633_I_like_Phillip_Phillips_Hes_Sexy.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:04am CST

I talk about those things that make me glad I'm a queer.

Direct download: 632_Things_that_make_me_queer.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 4:37pm CST

Near the end of this podcast I begin to wonder if this life is real or imagined. Perhaps I'm laying in a hospital in a coma and I'm only dreaming all this. 

Direct download: 631_Is_this_really_happening_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:27pm CST

I talk about a stranger out there who wants to watch over me.

Direct download: 630_Someone_to_Watch_Over_Me.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:28pm CST

I talk about the way my world looks through my eyes. 

Direct download: 629_Through_Rose_Colored_Glasses.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:09pm CST

I talk about vinyl records and about a pill that can work all kinds of magic. Probably not what your thinking.

Direct download: 628_The_Magic_Pill.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:10pm CST

I talk about the funk I've been in and let Jake know that I've read his mind before he left his comment and thus took his advice. The funk is gone and I am back.

Direct download: 627_Just_needed_a_good_lay.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 4:03pm CST

I talk about me

Direct download: 626_Portrait_of_a_Damned_Man.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:28am CST

It was a pleasure talking to Paul on Sunday's Skype Day. Paul and his lover, Mike have even stayed with me here in Pelham on two ocassions. I've recorded conversations with Paul before, but its been a very long time. I think you'll enjoy our conversation on Sunday. 

Direct download: 625_Paul-in-London_Skype_Conversation.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:37pm CST

I answer a letter I received from a long time listener who wrote about why some guys don't post pics on their online profiles. Also talk about gay sex. Crusing the nature trail. 

Direct download: 624_Face_Pic.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:19pm CST

I talk about things that have me leaning toward the kinky side of homosexuality. 

Direct download: 623_Kinky.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:08pm CST

I read an email I received this week from a long time listener in California. Mic: Shure SM7B; Mixer: Mackie DFX6; Recording device: Garageband. Total running time: 48 minutes 50 seconds. 

Direct download: 622_Listener_Love.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:13pm CST

First I talk about being reunited with someone special from my past. Guess who? I end the podcast talking about a hot young male wrestler named Kid Matthews and a video posted to YouTube of him being beat-up by a brut. Something about this video really aroused me sexually. Am I a freak? Weird? Twisted? A pervert?

Direct download: 621_Young_Male_Wrestler_2.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:26pm CST

I talk about gay men in general and a few gay men I know in specific.

Direct download: 620_Gay_Men.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:58pm CST

I talk about all kinds of things in this one. More insight into: Who is Nick Thomas?

Direct download: 619_The_Way_I_Used_To_Be.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:22pm CST

I talk about my visit to the 1917 Clinic on Tuesday and one guy who impressed me and another who did not. I also offer insight into how I think about sex.

Direct download: 618_Why_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:18pm CST

I really feel somewhat like a virgin waiting to be penetrated for the first time.

Direct download: 617_Virgin.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 10:37am CST

I talk about how I'm not normal. 

Direct download: 616_The_New_Normal.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:14pm CST

I talk about the soon to be released "Dark Shadows" film directed by Tim Burton.

Direct download: 615_Dark_Shadows_2.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 4:33pm CST

I took my first dose of HIV meds on Friday.

Direct download: 614_A_Dose_of_Medicine.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:19pm CST

I talk about recent news concerning my health. Also, my thoughts in regard to death squads killing young gay and Emo males in Iraq. How much do they differ from gay bashers here in the U.S., and the influence of religion on this hatred toward gays. Lastly, I talk about the new Dark Shadows movie trailer to be released tomorrow. Will Tim Burton and Johnny Depp screw it up? Probably.

Direct download: 613_Bad_News.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:43pm CST

Introduction to my favorite television show, "Dark Shadows". Dark Shadows was a gothic serial which aired on ABC-TV from 1966-1971. It tells the story of the Collins family. A family haunted by ghosts from the past and by present day supernatural occurrences. The introduction of Barnabas Collins, a guilt-ridden vampire to the series brought the show high ratings and a fan following not seen in its day. My hope is that you will fall in love with this story as I did. That is the purpose of this podcast. Please answer the poll question below and leave your comments and thoughts in regard to this podcast. 

Direct download: 612_Dark_Shadows_1.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:58pm CST

I talk about the lady from the public health dept. coming to my house on Friday. 

Direct download: 611_Lady_in_the_house.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 9:14am CST

I talk about amoral guys who wouldn't think twice about exposing other guys to HIV. 

Direct download: 610_Boys_who_practice_deception.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:30pm CST

I talk about getting my man juices flowing again. 

Direct download: 609_Where_do_I_go_from_here_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 11:58am CST

Today's visit to the clinic. The news wasn't all good. Another unwanted surprise, at the clinic and in an envelope on my front door when I returned home. 

Direct download: 608_Unwanted_Surprises.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 5:42pm CST

A more philosophical look at my disease. I am now a member a select group of gay men. Not the kind of group you intentionally join; or not so for me. I only today realized, my pool of dudes has drastically shrunk in size. I'm looking for a key to unlock a magical door to find others like me. A secret society where poz guys, do poz guys. 

Direct download: 606_We.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:11pm CST

Talk about revisiting Adam4Adam since posting my result. 47 min 05 sec

Direct download: 605_Dont_be_angry_with_me_darling.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 1:48pm CST

I talk about how I've been feeling since learning of my HIV status on Friday. Total running time: 23 minutes 01 second

Direct download: 604_Hope.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:50pm CST

I talk about how I'm feeling after learning yesterday that I am HIV Positive. 

Direct download: 603_The_Result.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 12:14pm CST

I update my ongoing health issues. Not to much to report, yet. 

Direct download: 602_If_the_news_is_bad.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 2:03pm CST

Direct download: 601_To_feel_the_pain_to_feel_the_pleasure.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:38pm CST

I talk about my visit with the doctor this morning. Mic: Shure SM7B; Mixer: Mackie DFX6; Recording device: Garageband. Total running time: 48 minutes 42 seconds. 

Direct download: 600_HIV_Or_Cancer_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:13pm CST

Direct download: 15_min_update__12512.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:38pm CST

I was wondering what television show was your favorite show? The one you could not miss as a child or a young adult? 

Direct download: 599_The_best_show_ever_.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:34pm CST

I talk. You listen. Maybe?

Direct download: 598_Hillbilly_Junction.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:19pm CST

Misc. thoughts.

Direct download: 597_Between_Here_And_There.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 4:43pm CST

I talk a little politics in this one and also address a cool email I recieved from Antonie. He had his first experience going out to a gay bar. I remember my first experience at the gay bar in Huntsville, Alabama. Like a kid in a candy store! 

Direct download: 596_Closer.mp3
Category:podcasts -- posted at: 3:18pm CST

I start out by complaining about how Coulter treats me and end up talking about both oral and anal gay sex. 

Direct download: 595_All_the_way_inside.mp3
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